blue day!~

Until now I can’t make a good paragraph! hhuuuhu! pls.

help me Lord I’m not feeling good,

I think I’m a loser

I’m worthless

Please guide me.

Help me to conquer this fear,..

I know you’re with me.

Continue to take care of me.

My family, friends and people..

I love you.

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By ellebautista00

#TodayistheDay 12/15/12

“I thought we were all going to die,” she said through tears. “I told the kids I love them and I was so happy they were my students… I said anyone who believed in the power of the prayer, we need to pray and those who don’t believe in prayer” think happy thoughts.

-said of one the survivors in Sandy Hook School

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“I’m worry I won’t see up your face”

“The Way I Do”

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You’re sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn’t wanna want you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up 
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked, I cant fake it.
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can’t believe the way you let me in
Don’t rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn’t wanna want you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up 
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked, I cant fake it.
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked, I cant fake it.
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do

 
Someone reminds me of this song.
I’ve heard this because one of my friend told me that he dedicated this song to 
his past girlfriend. Actually I’ve got interested when I knew that it is one of his favorite song.
So, I downloaded it. and when I’ve heard that I got to have “LSS” I feel the emotion of this song and I was thought that his girlfriend was really lucky to have him..
I was wandering that he dedicated this song to me. or simply this song reminds me of everything that happen for almost 3 weeks. I’m in love with him. 
Before I go to sleep I always dreaming that we are meant for each other.. 
even though I know that it was really impossible.
By ellebautista00

El Orfanato 12.12.12

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Today is the last repetitive day. “12.12.12”

So what’s something special with that date? mmmm…

I woke up late!!! arrr.. it was a terrible bad habit!

 

How can I gain more weight if I always woke up with 1pm.. arrrr..

I escaped my breakfast and even my launch.

And today exactly (12.23.2012 1:26am) Philippines time.

weee! what I’ve done for 12.12.12 is to watch movie with my siblings and nephews, 

and it’s all about the “Oprhanage” I thought it was suspense killing action movie but it was all about the neglected mother. haha! and that’s it. I enjoyed but not so much.. 

By ellebautista00

“I hate being funny at all”

I am shit!

I am stupid!!

I am impotent!!!

I am crazy!!!!!

I hate myself!!!!!

i wanted to disappear!!!!!

Yes I am, I am shit!! But it’s all about joke.. I don’t mean it. I am really sorry if I offended you.

Yes I am insensitive! because I don’t know the feeling.

I really sorry for being fool. 😦

 

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